How have my thoughts on learning and how can learning be best effectuated by a teacher/trainer evolved over the course of the semester?
Wow. . . Where to begin. Although I have not been very diligent in terms of punctuality and methodology in the course, I still feel like I have learned quite a bit. This final reflection question, as posed by the instructor, is worded very well. It asks us to reflect on the evolution of our own personal thoughts of instruction, learning, and teaching. I think what I have learned most has, primarily, to do with the roles of student and teacher.
As a student, I have struggled in this program. The main reasons for that are completely internal. I have had to deal with my own changing locus of control and the feeling that I have been losing myself in the world. Another, more practical, issue is that of having moved around so much the last 15 months that I could not get a grip on school. However, this does not eliminate my responsibility as a student. I still need to complete the work, etc. As a student, and as a person, I have learned that I have to “relearn” how to do certain things. I need to reach back to the ways I used to think about life, learning, work, and growth.
These ideas of growth and learning directly relate to teaching as well. My ideas of teaching have become centered around the idea of effectuating learning. We teach to pass on information. We teach to help others learn. We teach to help others grow. We teach because we care. This needs to be our focus. We teach because we want to help other succeed. Is it selfless? No – by helping others, we feel better about ourselves. I have heard there is no selfless act and I tend to believe that. . . I digress. We want others to succeed. If we do our jobs well, then those placed in our charge will become better people. We will work hard FOR them, not in spite of them. This is where this class has taken me. I want to work hard for my students, my peers, my friends, and my family. I want them to succeed, so I, too, will be a success. . .
Thanks to all the students in this course who have given feedback to me and to Professor Belland and Jordan for running the course.